but i believe in you so much

i could die for the words that you say.

this torment is unbearable.  a psychological disaster.

i set myself up for this.

more pictures - a regular night hanging out with some amazing people.

and we could rule the world... you and i.

 too bad youre the one thing i cant have.

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i know it hurts

i t     w a s     m e a n t     t o .

here i am, up at three o'clock in the morning // contemplating the mentally insane.

and he wont give me peace // this means desperate measures.

translation // a restraining order.

fortunately, today wasnt all bad.

 i have decided to move out of my house and into an apartment

im looking at locations tomorrow // with my roommate Lee. horray!

hopefully the prices will be reasonable // the word "save" is not in my vocabulary.

went downtown and spent some time in la madeleine.

 i do adore the french

 i think i shall retire for the night

au revoir lovers.

please make me not so crazy - make me fall apart.

make me think beautiful, unexpected thoughts.

new xanga. it is about time for a change.

finally bought a digital camera! (yes, i am a pic whore)

party yesterday. too much fun. <3

just a few photos... none are that fabulous, but theres always next time.

avent concert tonight. brilliant!

and insightful thought of the day: fuck OCD-obssessed boys.

much love. 

ps. is it just my computer or does the music take forever to load?